Thursday, July 28, 2005

mutant fruit

the turkey is becoming a mutant kiwi fruit, kinda feels like it too...

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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

checkmate - personality test from bbc

http://www.bbc.co.uk/science/humanbody/mind/surveys/whatamilike/index_5.shtml?personality_type=strategist

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Monday, July 25, 2005

cold wrinkled turkeys

ouch and double ouch! my colleague went to spa haven to do bravilian.. we were contemplating to do full or half, and finally decided heck, since no difference in the price, we both do all... gosh! think we are quite adventurous and brave leh...

the spa is at amoy str.. it started raining when we were looking for it.. we saw stanley str, boon tat str, club str, the only amoy str we found was #100++ and we were looking for #45.. aiyoh, must have asked at least 4 people there for directions.. as it turned out, it's just a few doors away opp. of ka shou, the famous fish head noodle restaurant..

the spa gal took more longer than expected to do me, more than 45 mins.. whereas my colleague only less than 1/2hr.. geez, was quite painful and this was supposed to be the less painful way already.. normally, they use a stripcloth to tear the whole thing away, but this one, they do section by section with hot wax.. cant imagine how much more painful the normal way is.. meanwhile, my surface area was also quite wide and dense, inside and outside.. hence, understood why the gal took so long.. eod, during shower, realised there are still stray strands around...

looks like a turkey that's freshly plucked now.. feels the same too.. interesting... i have signed up for the permanent IPL removal.. impulse yes, but since u cant avoid going for the rest of your live to keep it like a little gal, this makes sense in the long term... ha! must say moo was quite facinated with it, and he has the whole week to think abt it before we can do anything... double ha!

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Thursday, July 21, 2005

one of those days

when i suddenly feel so depressed that i have a choice, i'll be at home in bed under the blankets and sulk...

first and foremost, i didnt get to see him in the morning... i felt so down i want to crash...
bought myself a bunch of pink roses during lunch to cheer up, didnt help much.. i sit here and want to tear...

why? i always want too much.. a few months ago, i wanted to get him to marry him, settle down and have kids sometime. now, i dont want to get married and i may not want to have kids.. think for him, he plans to marry me 2-3 yrs time, and maybe share the same sentiments on kids.. as he told me, he likes to play with them, but cannot see himself taking care of them.. i think i'm quite a selfish person, cos i dont want the added responsibilities, having to put savings aside to bring them up..

what else can i want? it's just doesnt feel like the aim in life for me is to get settled down and have babies and leave peacefully and happily for the rest of 50-60 yrs..
think there's bit of influence.. i want to skydive, bungee-jump, dance on tabletops, anything to excite and get myself out of the everyday mundane things... yet, without a job, i cant afford them.. and the people around me are too conventional... if i'm to indulge in what i want, they will say i 'mei chu xi', or would have committed what they feel is the greatest sin on earth..

i dont know what work i want, except to maybe join a dance group.. a bartender, maybe... it's just sickening to feel i may be stuck with this project for the rest of my live here.. a project that's surely a career suicide for me...

what now......... think stability bores me, yet it also somehow settles me... is there an in-between?

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