tying a tangled knot
was quite a lovely wedding at 4 seasons.. it was simple and low-key, and quite different from those traditional ones that i've always attended.. the emcee didnt talk much, there is a small band that sang all the love songs selected by the couple.. it was a bit loud and not very good.. but bearable lah...there wasnt any yamseng, was very ang-moh pai cheers when all the family and close frens went up stage.. was strange, cos somehow it's not really a chinese wedding if there is no yamseng... but like i've said, so dignified and low-key..
food was a disappointment, would expect better for such a gd hotel..
another thing that kept bugging me during the dinner... moo kept asking mw why i looked so upset and moody.. it will probably upset him to read this blog..
u know how when we gals attend a wedding with or without our bfs, we will tend to think or imagine ourselves doing the same, walking down the aisle, tying the knot with your bf..
BIG PROBLEM! i imagined me and him walking down the aisle... i turned to look at him in bliss... then just like a comedy, there was the sound of casette tape jamming.. then rewind, replay and jammed again.. i dont see moo... i saw another person!! then i tried so hard and so long to superimpose that person's face in my imagination with moo's instead, but his face just didnt come on.. WHAT HAPPENED? suddenly i cannot see myself getting married to him, but that other guy... how can this be?!?!?!?
is it cos all his family responsibilities and obligations getting to me? his job status? do i feel that i'm more unlikely to marry him cos his career is currently in the hang? do i feel more imprisoned cos he and his family are getting too close? or, somehow there is something more for me going on with the other person??
posted by Meak Meak @ 11:21 PM
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