Tuesday, February 01, 2005

Disheartening

Had a little tiff with M today. Wondering if it's partly because I'm too self-absorbed. He's been facing a few problems at work, a couple with legal complications. Anyway, whatever I say to console wass rebutted by him. Then I brought up the fact that if things happen to him at work, it could mean the thing I want most to happen will not happen. So he said if this is all I could think of.

How encouraging. He's never discussed about the future plans, albeit though the house deco is moving along. But where to get the chick without the egg?
Of course I'm always thinking about it cos there is not even a slightest hint. No planning at all. Hanging in the existence of bewilderment.
He doesn't seem interested when I gently bring up the topic. Or he will change topic.
Which girl can take this? Esp. if she wants to do her best by the partner.

Am I being selfish to think of our future with the mess at hand?


1 Comments:

At 12:11 PM, Blogger DARLing said...

My dear meak guess he is not ready la...give him more time lar :) maybe i shall tease him wen we meet ...
:P

 

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